Roll The Dice ;

'Cause Friends show their love in times of trouble '

If you're not gonna reply my messages when I actually bothered
to ask about you , I'll relent .
Don't bother asking me whether I received your text or not when
you didn't bother to answer mine.
I'm done trying to swallow almost everything you gave me .
Yes , I will always love you cause you're as dear as a brother to me .
In fact , better than my own .
Harsh , but true.
If only you could see how much you mean to me .
Am I asking much when all I ever asked for was for you
to love me sincerely , accepting me for who I am and Not what im not .
And that , a simple text message like 'how are you?' can already mean
alot to me .

Whatever happened to us ?
It's like we're no more the same like last time.
You know , it has always been me tryna make time for you , at least a lucnh
or a short talk over a drink .
I tried to be the friend you wanted me to be .
I guess I didn't try hard enough .
Or perhaps , it takes two hands to clap .
Remember when you were so in love with her and just shun me away ?
What did I do to deserved those when all i did was to warn you because
I didnt want you to end up getting hurt .
Honestly , I was bereaved cause I tried so hard to fight away almost everything
from you .

If ending whatever we've achieved will make you happy , then I shall
do that just to see you smile again ..

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Proper post soon .